I’m getting married in December and I’ve been so shit at planning everything
To the point where my family (read: my mom) is like “are you even excited about this?”
And I tell them OF COURSE I AM! But it’s just so overwhelming and weird because even just a year ago I never thought I’d be getting married NOW or even within the next decade
I never planned out the details of my wedding like little girls are supposed to and all my friends have done, because I was pretty realistic about how fucking weird I am and assumed no one would wanna be stuck with this basket case for life
And so everyone (read: my mom) thinks that I’m not as excited as I should be when the fact is I’m so fucking excited I don’t know what to handle first, I’m starting from complete scratch here! Even my fifteen year old sister has ideas more in depth about her future wedding than I have about my imminent one!
But I guess what matters at the end of the day is that regardless of the actual ceremony I’ve found the love of my life who accepts me as is and wouldn’t change a thing about me and I feel the exact same about him
And I promise that if us weirdos can find love, all you weirdos can too
/end self-indulgent wedding post